latest life updation

Recently, what i am doing is no use. nothing i done.
the direction i am walking is changed many times.
it's because my future plan is often changed.

At first, I wanted to work in India, because of special work experience,language ability, international business style, and enjoy the life of India.
for more than 3 months, i tryed to get all of them, to achive all my goals.
but life is the way we solve the problem.

so that of course, in Indian life, some problem(obstacle) exist.
resolve these problem have taken almost 4 months.
But im now gonna make comfort life which is what i expected in Japan.

after i will solve these problems i can do whatever i want and have a stressless life.
from everybody i can be free.i can use my time whatever i want.

first stage in India is to get used to living here, making comfort lifestyle.
so from now Im thinking what the second stage is.

what destination do i wanna go??
why do I wanna do this way? not that way?
through second stage where will I go to?
next second stage is third stage which is next 4 or 5 years later.
after 4 or 5 years later what person will I be??
how life will i have?

while i was laying down on the roof top in Varanasi, i was thinking of my future and current matters...
but thinking is good thing but no use to resolve the matter.
only thing can resolve matter is just doing by myself. have to take an action. nothing can do in my mind.
have to keep walking sometimes run toughly.

now I'm on the way to go where I wanna reach the stage.